Thursday, January 31, 2013

New Year = New Resolutions (that I will probably break)

So after the rather unsuccessful weight loss year I had in 2012, I am finally ready to start changing my life back to what it used to be 20 years and 20 lb ago.  I've been a yo-yo weight/dieter since I was 16, and I've been due for a change for a while now.

Before I start, I'll provide a little info about my body.  I'm 5'1" to 5'2", so ideally I should weight between 100 to 135 lb in order to maintain a healthy BMI.  My yo-yo range is from 115- 140.  I tend to build muscle easily and I would say that I have a medium built for my size.

So, a brief history in pounds:

High school:
Freshman year, I was a swimmer, so I was pretty fit, though not incredibly toned.  Sophomore year to the middle of junior year, I started putting on weight and probably ended up around 130.  Towards the end of junior year, I lost 15-20 lb and ended up around 110-115.  Senior year, I gained it all back.

College:
Freshman year, I gained some more weight, but lost a good deal over the summer.  I think I went from 135/140 to 120.  Sophomore year, I put on 10 lb.  Junior year I lost 15 lb and went down to 115.  It crept back up senior year until I was about 130-135 when I graduated.

Graduate school:
This was probably my healthiest period.  I weighed 115 to 120 for two years and I exercised 5 days a week.  Then I moved in with my boyfriend and it all went downhill.  I put on about 5 lb and went up to 125 by the time I graduated

Work:
The year that I worked, I gained about 10-15 lb.  I didn't have as much time to exercise and I was living with my boyfriend (one of those frustrating people that can eat like crap and never gain a pound), so I ate poorly and didn't exercise.

Medical school:
I'm 6 months in and I've pretty much plateaued at 135-140.  When I saw 139 on that scale, I just about cried.  I've never weighed this much in my life.  During December 2012, I went down to about 134-135, but I stopped losing weight because of finals and the month long cold I am just now getting over.  Today, I weighed in at 134 (BMI = 24.5).  Technically, I guess I am normal weight, but I miss being a size 0-2.  I wear a 4-6 now.

So I'm going to try to blog everyday and take pictures or at least write about what I eat everyday.  I must say, the cold really killed my appetite and I would estimate my calorie intake to be about 1000-1500/day.  We'll see if I can add exercise in again and still maintain it.

Goals for February:
1. Weigh under 130 lb
2. Eat 1000-1500 kcal a day for at least 5 days out of each week
3. Exercise at least 4 times a week
4. Keep writing in this blog!